An Exploration of
Beauty
Wild Beauty
We often think we are the ultimate possessors of knowledge, the rightful arbiters of good and bad. Yet when we immerse ourselves in the untamed wildness of nature, this dichotomy naturally fades away; and if our lives are governed by the very laws of nature, does it not make sense to look there for wisdom? In the wild, the vultures feast on the deceased, predators kill as a means of satiation while simultaneously restoring ecosystems, and decaying matter births new life. Through the lens of human notions, mind-created constructs, every act of nature taken in isolation is seemingly malicious, but are these very acts not vital to our endurance? The notion of landscaped beauty is a mere mental construct, planned and created by thought, allowing for the simplistic prevalence of the dichotomy of good and bad. Wild beauty becomes incomprehensible to the human mind that deals in shades of black and white.
On Beauty
The Wanting
Beauty seems beautiful
only outside of itself,
once it becomes self-contained,
it is no longer beautiful
It’s free
Maybe we were merely entranced
by the elegance of its existence,
the grace of its presence
by its enchanting imprints
left behind, etched in our consciousness.
Blown away
We yearned to be onlookers,
observers peering into an unassuming realm,
Reveling in possibility
rather than immersed in its being
We simply wanted the want
Craved the longing, the desire
More than anything it could deliver
Because the peaks eventually converged with the valleys
And we were back at our origination
How we would have loved to distance ourselves,
When that is the most impossible of tasks
Yet that was the beauty of potential
that was unleashed in me
Strangers, gazing upon beauty in the face
through a glass pane,
become entranced by appearance,
only to unveil her
And have her wither away.
Longing
In succumbing to the longings within me,
the deepest pangs of desire and want
I knew
that while they manifested externally
They unveiled a gateway, a portal
to the boundless space
within the core of me
It was never a hunger for the beauty outside of me
It was longing
for the beauty within me
The beauty within me that penetrated
and was the essence
Of all that is
and all that is destined to be